Clarity

Today, I have clarity. I don't know why today is different. Maybe it is because I have the rest of the month off work to focus on my family. I feel totally different about things today and it's all good! The fog and the weight have lifted and I have more energy and calm. It feels GREAT!!

Plans

In the interests of preserving my slightly fragile mental state, I have decided it is time I wrote about something other than the huge ton of Poopikaka that seems to have engulfed me recently. "Thank f**k for that!" I hear you cry, quite honestly I can't blame you either! I have every sympathy with those going through it but you don't want to read about it every sodding day. So, this post is about my plans....

On With The Show

Seeing the light

I am actually lost for words. I was going to write a post to get everything out of my head but I'm here at the laptop and there is nothing. Do you ever have news that completely knocks you sideways and you become stunned? That's me right now. Stunned.

Enquiry

I have thought a lot about writing this post. I'm sure a lot of people will wonder why I have. The reason I started my blog was to give me somewhere to get my thoughts off my chest. I was suffering at the mercy of PND when I started this blog so I hoped by writing about it I could reach someone who was also struggling and feeling alone. Those are the two reasons why I'm writing this post. To get it all off my chest and to reach others who are going through a similar thing.

The Last Straw

When you are in the thick of a difficult situation, you sometimes wonder how much more you can take. You soldier on, day by day and the latest hurdle is over come. Then something happens that makes you snap. It may only be a little thing when you look at that one thing on its own. When you add it to all the overflowing cartload of straws you are already carrying, that is the one that tips the load. That is the last straw...