Wednesday 29 May 2013

My Room

I know it's been a few days since I last checked in but things have been crazy at work. I have been running the deli counter (which I know very little about) and also overseeing the shop. It's hard work for a newbie like me! I am soooo glad I only have another week of it to go before I can return to my normal duties. Pheeeeuuuuwwww!! 

Friday 24 May 2013

" I am willing to let go"

I was wondering what I should do this evening to occupy my idle mind. Wandering around the net, I found a daily affirmation by Louise Hay. She is a successful author of self help and self healing guides. I have read some of her books and they are very thought provoking and helpful. I thought I would have a look at her website and see what todays affirmation was.

Thursday 23 May 2013

From Little Acorns.....

This evening, once the boys were in bed, I have been out in the garden. I started off doing a bit of tidying in the outhouse. Then I found the bag of potting compost I had covered up last year sometime so I decided to put it to good use.

Monday 20 May 2013

The Eye of the Storm

That's where I feel like I am at the moment, in the eye of the storm. It's eerily quiet and calm. Things all look normal but you know they aren't. You know damn well any minute the whole lot is going to cave in and fall around your ears. You want to run, get yourself the hell out of there while you still can but that may well be the trigger. The small shake that starts the landslide which is inevitable. So, you stand dead still. Don't move. Don't even blink.

Thursday 16 May 2013

A Reason to be Proud and Cheerful!


Reasons to be Cheerful at Mummy from the Heart
                      
This week I thought I would join in with these two fabulous linkies that I haven't joined for a while as I have some brilliant news.

Wednesday 15 May 2013

A Bit of Work for a Change

I had a day off today! I know, wooohoooo! I met my friend from work so we could shop for a gift for the butchers birthday. We got him a few things and a funny card, which we took into work for everyone to sign. I have been there a few months now but the attitude of the other staff still amaze me.

Tuesday 14 May 2013

Cards on the Table

You know how it is, whenever there is a major decision to be made, there are always doubts. Life is all about choices, right? Making the right choices. Doing what's best for everyone concerned. But what happens  if that choice is a bit of a gamble?

Today

I would just like to thank all you lovely people who have commented and tweeted me over the last week. It means so much to be missed and supported. It is wonderful to have a place to come where I can splurge (great word!) everything onto the screen and know its ok to do that. I am so lucky and grateful to have found so many wonderful people through my little blog. You're grand, thank you. (I will do my best not to bore you to tears in the coming weeks!)

Anyway... On with the show!

Kat Sighs

Kat sighs once again. This screen is like my mind. Blank. I feel the need to fill it with something but what? Blank is what I am thinking. Numb is how I am feeling. I keep waiting for it all to hit me but it doesn't. There's just nothing. Why nothing? Why?! I don't get it. Is it possible not to feel nothing at all when the most awful thing is happening?

Monday 13 May 2013

Offloading

Sometimes I just need to spout out a load of shit to offload the weight of it all in my head. I'm sure most people have to do this at times so I have no qualms about doing it here. I must just say that this is going to become my scribble pad for a while.
I have tried to type things of interest fro the last few months but I'm afraid I'm reclaiming my blog for a bit. Real life has taken over and has hit me harder than usual.

Sunday 5 May 2013

MAY DAY, MAY DAY This Ship is Sinking!!

Hiya! I realise I haven't been around for a while. I have successfully aced up the A-Z challenge which I am a bit miffed about but real life got in the way. So, let me fill you in on what's been going on and why I haven't had the time or ability to string a post together.