Wednesday, 30 July 2014

Big Improvement

After my post yesterday complaining about the lack of care from the Dr and consultant I have been seeing, the rest of the day turned out rather well. This lifted my spirits no end!

Tuesday, 29 July 2014

Bloody Doctors

I realise my blog posts have been a bit erratic lately. There are several things I've been meaning to post about and lots of great linkies I've missed, unfortunately. The truth is I'm struggling..

Wednesday, 23 July 2014

Celebrating Todays Achievements

I said yesterday that I would try to look for all the positive things each day to keep me from feeling completely down about everything. Here is my collection of things from today. I am choosing to ignore all the things I didn't get done and focus on these positives instead.

Birthday Cards

In view of my last few posts, I have decided to try and post something happy or positive for the rest of the week to try to stop myself slipping further into the darkness. They may not be long but they will be focusing on the happy points of the day rather than anything else.

Monday, 21 July 2014


I've just realised I haven't written anything for a whole week! I have started several times but I never quite managed to finish it or the timing didn't feel quite right. I am currently waiting for my little beans to fall asleep so now is the perfect time.

Magic Moment - Yurt


Im linking this post up with the beautiful Jaime as my #MagicMoment this week. I will be honest and say I have been finding it hard to see the magic in many moments lately so this one definitely stood out.

Monday, 14 July 2014

Here We Go Again....


 I have just spent a lovely weekend with my Hannah Banana Cupcake. She has reminded me of the true value of wonderful friends. To travel all this way (4 hours) on the train to sit with someone who is finding things extremely tough when you're not feeling 100% yourself is true friendship and definitely something special.

Wednesday, 9 July 2014

Mental Health Assessment

Due to having quite bad Postnatal Depression with Squish, I had to go for an assessment with the mental health team, including a psychiatrist. It was a bit daunting but the ladies were very nice. I wasn't sure what to expect. I thought it would be like a Drs appointment. A few questions to see how my mood is, one of those questionnaire thingys that score your mood and some advice should I feel low. Oh nonny no!

Tuesday, 8 July 2014

One Week..

I can't believe that it's been a week since he left.

7 whole days.

168 hours.

10,080 minutes and.....

Monday, 7 July 2014

Magic Moments

I realise this post may be a bit of a surprise after last nights post but it helps to see the good in awful situations sometimes. That's what this post is about. 

Utter Shite

This is a post I don't really want to write but I have to get stuff out of my head before it drives me crazy. Why don't I want to write this? Because then it becomes real. Once things are out there, they are part of reality. At the moment I'm in a bubble and it only affects a select few so I can pretend it's not really happening. But it is...